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I truly cannot stand these emotional roller coaster rides! I mean, when does it end? Yesterday, I was in such a good mood. I was feeling great, looking great and hanging out with a really great person who is near and dear to my heart. And I started to start feeling that ole familiar feeling of……blah. And I ain’t trying to feel the blahs anymore. And I started feeling it again today, wth?! I think it’s a combination of different things. Of course, my kids are with their father and I am missing them. Of course, I am still dealing with the residual effects of having been betrayed and abandoned by my ex, but the heart kinda still wants what it wants. (shhh…it’s in therapy, we’re working on that). One day at a time, right?