I want to talk about my ex, but I don’t really know how to put it into words. He’s been so angry for so long and I just can’t figure out why. I should be the one completely irate, completely bitter and irrational. But I’m not. Don’t get me wrong, I get upset, but I can’t let my emotions take over. Especially when I know who it is that I’m fighting. It’s the enemy. The devil is out to kill, steal and destroy and I guess stealing and destroying my marriage wasn’t enough. I guess the enemy wants to kill our souls too. Kill my ex using his pride and anger and try to kill my soul with a constant reminder of heartbreak and pain. But I am getting stronger in Christ and I refuse to give in to that pain. I refuse to allow the enemy to steal anything else from me.

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